Sentimental Value

as the eldest daughter in the family, i took this personally. and i'm not ashamed to admit that houses carrying generational trauma are one of those images that will always make me cry (even though i don't actually come from a house like that). also, i have to say: maybe i would have been a completely different person if my dad had shown me the piano teacher or irreversible when i was a kid. but instead he chose to traumatize me with the hills have eyes, so now i am exactly the person i am today. god why is it always like this? when a film actually touches something inside you, it suddenly becomes almost impossible to put it into words (just like right now)