Aftersun

this is why i don’t want a child, i am so scared that i would feel the same way as the dad does for the rest of my living days and how he didn’t care for his safety and his recklessness is so lowkey but it’s like you don’t have to do the craziest things and most people would’ve recognise how you feel and then you have a beautiful child who has a life ahead of them and you just feel so guilty for being sad all the time