
happy 18th to me

when it really comes down to it, the sole point of life isn’t just survival. we crave CONNECTION. the comforting sense of resonance with something outside yourself. humanity is so messy and contradictory, yet we keep choosing each other anyway, and we choose to do what it takes to keep it going. we keep trying, we keep saving each other though sometimes it’s inconvenient and maybe it even hurts. the soft yet overwhelming relief of ryland not being alone anymore was the thing that hit harder than any spectacle in the film (even though the visuals were a full geek out worthy moment). they captured that feeling SO well. it was visible and tangible. for all our chaos and bad decisions, humans are strangely, stubbornly wired to care. it’s beautiful and i love it. i am also madly in love with ryan gosling EVERY DAMN TIME.

white people be making their own problems istg

i kept thinking of kaz brekker cuz on the cover of soc someone compared it to ocean’s eleven