Into the Wild

i cried like 3 times. the more i watched the more i realized how long its been since ive actually connected with people. But now that im so far gone idk how i’d even begin to truly connect with people again. I dont know what caused it but at some point in my life i feel like i stopped being me. i feel like alex except i dont wanna run away from everything, i wanna run to everything. it feels like im just watching my life pass by. I wanna live.