Caveh’s self-obsessed approach to filmmaking mirrors the way he navigates life; the same impulse that drives his art seems to pull him away from the people and responsibilities that demand his attention. What’s interesting to me is that he still makes room for such connections, as if the fear of nothingness forces him into an endless negotiation between prioritising the self and others. This is a moment in which he has no choice but to consider beyond his self identity, but we can sense the uneasiness within him and the breeding of resentment to come. Is it enough for him to be loved by his family?
The drive for external (or maybe eternal) validation and the pursuit of creative self-expression can coexist uneasily with care, attachment and emotional presence. Here, the camera only amplifies this, turning observation into another force competing for attention. In some ways, his work, and the patterns it exposes in his life, suggest that the self-centeredness attributed to him may be less about ego than about a restless, sometimes anxious need to be seen, heard and acknowledged, a drive that can both animate and complicate his closest connections.