mia

went through a hundred different emotions watching this what the actual fuck. everybody saying this would not work irl but underestimate how easily obsessed and immersed humans can be with things like this.... yes it wouldn't be realistic to record someone's ENTIRE life on live television- plus its just logically and probably practically impossible for it to be made, but lets just say it is- people would watch it. I mean things like this quite literally happen today, lots of ppl profit off of another person's entire life and persona- celebrities, influencers, even as little as families that are obsessed with recording their children's entire life on the internet.. its CRAZY how many ppl will go to such lengths to the point of stripping away someone's privacy just for fame and money.

thirteen was like the age where I gained consciousness and started actually choosing what to do in my life. I learned things I never knew about, looked further into the outside world once in a while, went through an entire identity crisis, and made some pretty bad decisions because I couldn't yet fully understand my own feelings. it was simultaneously the highest and the lowest point of my life. it's a period of time that i occasionally miss but never want to relive. this movie rlly dived into that experience. there are some scenes that rlly struck home for me. when didi's mom signed him up for a course behind his back without asking him first but he ended up going anyway, or when didi sat in vivian's room after she left home for college, it reminded me of how still the house felt when my own sister left for college :')) and now its my turn!!!! time is flying by so fast

the moment where u can clearly see how chiron became his younger self again im sick im sick im sick

dude im sobbing wtf