Paint Drying

You know who it is.. once again But I NEED to share these Okay so TODAY WAS THE DAY I HAD WAITED ON SINCE LAST YEAR! PIERCE THE VEILLL IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER THAN I EXPECTED AND I HAD THE MOST FUN IN A CONCERT I EVER HAVE HAD i went to the crazy stuff the crowd did and it was fucking fun and like i feel like i want to cry already after i left the arena and all.. like that was what kept me alive this whole year so far and now it’s just over.. But they made me hold on till may and all the months till September and i couldn’t be more grateful, didn’t cry but it was close there And like i had so much fun, like yes it may be fun to have someone there w you, but i loved being alone after having warmth up to it all, ALSO SAW new bands there like Crawlers, Hot Muligan AND MY 12 year old self back then closeted trans boy was really the one who saw Cavetown today.. not me. But it felt special to hear him and ptv talk both how unique we are and idk just Loved them   AND LOVED PIERCE THE VEIL, AMAZING, LIKE FUCKING I LOVE PEOPLE when we share the same interests, like in there it was like we just were, no one knew us all but we just were and it was fucking fun to go to those pits and all that rough stuff, loved it and idk, im speechless about it and feel like crying, like i wanted to cry after it was over and i was out of the place and feeling the real situation  BUT IT WAS AMAZING REALLY, like how vic talked and all, GOT A SHIRT TOO, but idk, i just feel the need to share even tho this won’t help my feeings and how i know the post concert depression will hit the most from this cus Like i lived for that and hearing all those songs i needed to and letting to scream them healed something in me Got cute vids and pics too, havent listened to them w sounds yet cus.. BUT I AM HEARTBROKEN IT DIDNT RECORD WHEN I SCREAMED THE START OF KING FOR A DAY.. but atleast i get to scream disasterlogy and i’d rather die than be famous.. I feel empty but fucking happy and i love doing stuff on my own cus i enjoyed that so much more than i first thought..  And ik i have mcr coming but i cant just move on cus that lit changed me and idk, just loved all of it and ptv became so much more special to me this year than it was and idk, just weird waiting for so much for it to just be over idk, but i loved there and i gave my all and that’s what matters And as vic said “if you didn’t come home injured, would you say it was a good show” Didnt get injured just few hits here and there but it was special cus it was first concert for me where i didnt have seats and was on the floor? Pit? Idk, so it was special but i loved that and i love it so much This September..💘 26th i got the mcr tickets, 29th i got to see ptv🫶 also saw arctic monkeys on 29th too, different month and years ago but still.. love musc