Sentimental Value
"But then I had this crisis. I was
all alone in the house again. I lay
in bed and cried, I know, everyone
lies in bed and cries at some
point, but... Someone said that to
pray is not to talk to God, but to
realize despair, to throw yourself
down on the ground because that's
all you can do... a bit like having
a broken heart and thinking over
and over: call me, you must regret, take me back... And I was there, I
had ruined everything and was alone
and I lay there crying. And then,
for the first time... I sat down
and prayed. It's hard to explain...
I don't know who I prayed to, but I
just said: "help me, I can't do
this, I can't do it alone, I want a
home, I want a home.""