Blade Runner 2049

“do you long for having your heart interlinked … do you dream about being interlinked”  “sometimes to love someone you gotta be a stranger”  lately i’ve been very fond of the cyberpunk genre and immersing myself in it to avoid everything. i finished my first play through of cyberpunk 2077 and wanted to keep the train rolling i find the themes of pure hopelessness and dread not a comfort but a satisfying reflection of my inner feelings at the moment. although i suppose the point is to find hope in the hopelessness and perhaps that’s why im so inclined. and i thought why not move on to one of the best to ever do it — blade runner 2049 is so 2017 and how amazing is that. and it is nostalgic for me it’s one of the first films i watched when seriously discovering my intense love for the medium and i mean it’s already a cult classic (e.g. letterboxds own connection error page). And that’s what i think is at the core of blade runner. humanity is put on trial— what is human? ultimately i argue *connection. *we owe our intelligence,  our sapience to our social nature and from this we derive our soul. a soul cannot exist in a vacuum it’s meant to be shared and as cliche and corny as it may seem i do like to believe in soulmates romantic or otherwise…. okay yes <3 love conquers all <3  is what im trying to say i guess now i feel fake pretentious and im so depressed really and alone so i guess id like to believe it to be the case and i understand im  shooting myself in the foot all the time and i do not make things easy for myself but honestly neither does my luck. it’s a losing game sometimes whatever time will pass and i’m sure the thoughts will to. i hate how i feel though and im tired.