Control
"Existence. Well, what does it matter? I exist on the best terms I can. The past is now part of my future. The present is well out of hand."
Monochrome film with depressing motion. Control is a mock-documentary film about the journey of Ian Curtis and Joy Division.
An individual who wanted to be expressive and free, but inside was filled with suffering and pain, The Magurt himself Ian Curtis. The man with a closed, somber, and gloomy personality dealing with epilepsy.
Control it's a little a bit personal film for me, because i have a personal connection with epilepsy disease, it happened to the most special person for me, my mother, she had it since she fell and hit her head something like that, i don't know the exact case, but it is very emotional for me.
My first love my Mother, rest in peace Mom, and rest in peace Ian Curtis, May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand.
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