Mirror
"Then I get depressed. And I can't wait to see this dream in which I'll be a child again and feel happy again because everything will still be ahead, everything will be possible..."
I do not know what I just watched. I can't even make any sense out of it but gosh! I feel terrible.
I feel this heaviness in my chest which I can't quite explain. This film felt more like a dream— my dreams are like this.
It was extremely psychedelic. I don't recall watching or reading any other piece of media which combined personal guilt and historical guilt into a single sad experience.
I want to cry right now, and have a smoke....