Vanilla Sky

What Is Happiness To You?  Watching This Mind Fuck Of A Movie. “Did I Say This Was A Love Story? No… It’s A Horror Movie.” I’m A Sucker For Tragic Love Stories, Like Striking A Sword Into My Heart. Vanilla Sky Hits Exactly That Part Of Me - The Part That Aches For “In Another Life” Endings. It’s Messy, Dreamy, Confusing, And Somehow Still Completely Gut-Wrenching. Kind Of Like If Mulholland Drive Wandered Into A Heartbreak.  Dating My Ex Was Like Getting Into That Car And Being In That Accident, You Don’t See That Shit Coming Because You Are So Deeply In Love And You Try To Leave But End Up Staying And Then Destroying Yourself In The Process. The Whole Thing Feels Electric And Wrong At The Same Time, And Before You Know It You’re In Free-Fall, Trying To Figure Out What Was Real And What You Made Up To Survive It. The Type Of Shit That Happens To You If You Are A Pleasure Delayer - If You Just Hold On A Little Longer, It’ll All Make Sense Or Hurt Less. It Never Really Does. But Somehow, That Makes It Feel Even More Honest. “I Think She’s The Saddest Girl To Ever Hold A Martini.” “I’ll Tell You In Another Life When We’re Both Cats.” In Another Life… Yeah. This One Would Still Ruin Me. “𝚊𝚋𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚜 𝚘𝚓𝚘𝚜"