You and Everything Else

at some point i really tried to understand sangyeon and why she acted the way she did, but eventually i realized that no matter how tragic or complicated she was, she still kept hurting eunjung OVER AND OVER AGAIN. MEANWHILE eunjung was always the one trying to reach out to her understand her feelings, and help her move past all the jealousy and resentment she carried around. sangyeo had so many moments where she COULD'VE CHANGED or at least tried to become better, but instead she kept sinking deeper into her own bitterness and pulling eunjung DOWN WITH HER. she never genuinely tried to get better until she was finally faced with losing everything. for so long she stayed trapped in her own misery while expecting eunjung to keep carrying all the emotional weight of their relationship. eunjung kept giving her patience, reassurance, and understanding, but it always felt one sided. sangyeon WAS SO CONSUMED by her own pain that she couldn’t properly appreciate the person standing beside her the entire time. and if sangyeon never got sick would she have ever truly reflected on any of it? it wasnt fair to either of them, but atleast eunjung got to walk away w/o regrets *goodbye my friend , whom i hated and loved. cheon sangyeon - *ryu eunjung