Cure

Ah  Atmosphere dialled up to an enthralling degree  An all encompassing trance of brooding and disquiet bends its way into the room and fills it At one point I had to keep consciously un-furrowing my brow bc I was getting a headache  Some of my favourite performances I’ve seen in a while  Everything felt genius  Then after so much perfection, I feel like I limited it  Honestly, I need to watch again Fast I missed quite a lot of simple things that would let me be so much more comfortable and confident in this sense of ambiguity  It’s so silly and I’m embarrassed to admit it  But I’m pretty sure it’s the truth  Sometimes I’m just tired  Either way, it didn’t hold back from the gut wrenching and the stomach sinking, soul dragging lull of the production of this film  The sound design oh lord the noises  Wow All that and just how well it’s presented did absOLUTELY provide a perfect enough experience for me to step back now and be content But I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t dissatisfied with my own absorption of the little details  Tbh after discovering these things I ‘missed’ they don’t really change much and my understanding remains the same but idk  This feels significant  I guess this is all just a really long winded way of reiterating that I can’t wait to see this again  Because it really is perfect  And it really deserves trying to capture everything  Something isn’t clicking right for me but I know it can because it did until I thought about it too much and have no subsequently convinced myself I’ve missed out on something BIG But I really don’t think I have  It’s just a part of the process Masterpiece Coming back the next day and I haven’t stopped thinking about it  This is amazing guys  Also it all just randomly clicked when I was dozing off  So boom  Now I just gotta see it again to see it again  I’m just that blown away really  Amazing amazing amazing  Very satisfying little shift in my angle of understanding