Queer
it's funny, the first time i watched this movie, i expirenced it as remembering the self hate i had for myself while i was deep in the closet,but it's been half a year since, and I've been with DL men, and it just made me feel it all, it's how i felt seeing them, how they treated me, how it felt being with them, how i felt after, and i think the hallucination scene is probably one of my favorite scenes of all time, the first time i watched it i just kept moving it back again and again and i couldn't stop crying. the soundtrack is so beautiful, the cast was just so amazing, and every single stylistic choice, writing choice, and just everything about this movie is so beautiful and deviating, if I'm being honest it's top 10 movies of all time for me personally, just so perfect.