Disobedience

happy valentine’s day. i had a pretty horrible day on valentine’s day back in 2018 and i needed a distraction so at night when i had time alone to myself, i found this film and watched this for the first time and i decided that i’ll have this thing where i rewatch this every valentine’s day for no fucking reason at all??  by the time the film was over i wasn’t sure if i should feel happy or sad for all three of the characters? idk but i definitely cried A LOOOT . despite not knowing anything about the orthodox religion i just remember watching this back then and thinking… “wow this just changed my life” but well now tbh… i think the reason why it changed my life was because i saw rachel 1 spitting in rachel 2’s mouth.