The Notebook

i think i have watched the notebook enough times to memorise the dialogue but every time i finish it,i genuinely feel like i need to be supervised,like why am i shaking over a fictional man?!?! * “i wrote you 365 letters.i wrote you everyday for a year.”* oh so i’m supposed to go back to normal after hearing that???? be serious “it wasn’t over,it still isn’t over.” WHO TALKS LIKE THAT???and why did it fix and destroy me at the same time “if you’re a bird,i’m a bird.” i don’t even understand it but i would forgive anything after that line i fear and then *“I want all of you,forever,everyday.you and me…everyday.” * yeah okay i’m done.pack it up.love is real and i’m suffering AND THE RAIN SCENE???!!! “it wasn’t over for me.” the way he looked at her??? the way i LOST MY MIND???!!!!AAAAAA!!!! this movie is actually dangerous because now i expect eye contact to feel like destiny and arguments to turn into confessions in the rain,like what do you mean i have to go back to regular life where nobody is building houses and writing letters and ruining my emotional stability!! anyways it’s 1am,i’m questioning everything,my standards are now unrealistic,and i think i just experienced love without actually being in love. send help!!!