Pleasure

*“Are you here for business or pleasure? “Pleasure.” “I just love cock.” “I’m a whore.” “What a fucking bitch I’m not here to make friends I’m here for work where’s a ball haha when you need one.” “Look at her skinny ass guaranteed 100% doing blow.” “Her beaver ass looking teeth fucking bitch.” “You’re so fucking pretty I hate you.” “You ready to make a banana happy!?” 🍌 “You’re just a soft squishy baby that wants to be loved.” “You won’t find anyone like me I’m not like the rest of these girls.” *“Women should have more power in what happens to them at work.” *“If it’s for free it’s for me.” * Man, this was FANTASTIC! Start to finish being in the sex worker field of business the veil of fake and reality is a strange veil. Down to having hungry eyes wanting to be the best the number one person the most famous. Where you will throw someone under the bus someone who shows you kindness in a lonely town of LA. If it meant to get you farther. You’re taught to not burn your bridges or you’ll never work again. Down to the video recording your id and having open consent. To testing before you do a scene 🎬. Man, it’s crazy how beautiful this was shot down to the directors scene partners having to go extremes quickly just to make a bigger splash because you deemed as “safe” with no edge. Creation in the eyes of agency and people who can get you where you need to go requires sacrifices, you don’t get them from being a nice person. Cheryl shows this how quickly she descends into selling herself to get in better agencies to not speaking up when her friend is harassed to anal training hardcore before her scene. Comments always like “we can get another girl.” “You asked for this.” “No pressure” The hardcore scene was especially triggering it’s aggressive and can be a lot on the psyche having friends who do it god bless them that’s alot. I knew in the beginning warning her about girls in LA that the small fish in the pond becomes the shark 🦈 stepping on toes to get where she needs to be. The hunted becomes the hunter but it’s lonely at the top. The angles of the scenes were fantastic I felt like I was there with them the dialogue was perfect Bella cherry 🍒well done her eyes say so much through scared hesitation to spots she uses to get through the scene like spotting and derealization to desociation. The conversations felt so real. The next big porn star comes with a lot of bullshit too. Down to the model houses being put together with strangers to networking events. The realness of interracial being more hardcore than double penetration. The guy saying he’s a fetish a type that he gets work based on what he is which is true like they said racist as fuck but has been a thing for centuries With agencies like BLACKED, we even see Vixen, and AVN mentioned. Truly sucks she did her roomie so dirty but I did see it coming her pug was so cute she could have been real and checked the douche porn guy for his unprofessional behavior even as a star. You need to be cleared Pooh! It’s wild accurate how the girls got ready in silence and micro aggressions of competing with another model and not talking what soever to bonding over a veteran being bitchy and stand offish. To besties and soulmates to strangers. How gorgeous the vet is from the minute they see her on set and lock eyes. Down to the you know she’s rude line “IM NOT HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS IM HERE FOR WORK.” To her roomie helping her make comment to sell online. Down to the vet talking about a scam shoot from her agency and how it’s used as a causal convo with your friends. To pregaming in bunny suits and hitting the bong before going to a la party and having fun with your friends contrast to the ending to her being so bored in car rides to the parties. Also, love the filmed this right where I live in Cali I’m like omg that’s right near me! I would love to eat Chinese food and drink with these baddies!! The hard core scene was a lot the actors were great saying she’s strong 💪 yet the scenes were so emotional and triggering I felt for her how hardcore it was. My ex bf gf did a scene like this and man it seemed scary as fuck. Words like “feels good to say yes.” Not if you’re traumatized. “This what you chose to do right” “you’re fucking with everyone’s money.” “Everything was free.” “It’s not for everybody.” “If you want to go leave.” Pressure just to finish the scene. This became her turning point the descent to madness to do what it takes to seal her name in the industry that’s its lonely rise to the top. We see her anal train and network and grind. Do impossible shoots and push herself to extreme limits to succeed. Beautiful story telling it makes sense why this was a Sundance winner! This was raw and real to camera moments, and derealizations. Surprises on set, one pimp to another pimp. Networking to even sabotage. The last scene was intense with the vet it’s full circle the industry had harden her to be tough and push through the scene while connecting through Ava eyes we hear herself the moment where she was vulnerable and yelled stop but for them now there is no stop just doing what needs to be done to push through the scene. She has become what was done to her as she sees herself. Ava is fucking hot by the way!! Fun fact my Vegas photographer is in a scene with Bella taking a pic it was so cool to see a familiar face! **SEXWORK**