Brokeback Mountain

i just woke up after having a dream about Brokeback Mountain (it has seriously altered my life) and told myself i need to do a rewatch. i just did it and i have no idea why do i keep doing this to myself. the end breaks me into pieces i didn’t know could be broken even more. i love and hate this movie with my whole heart and i just hope that Ennis and Jack reunited in heaven and they live a happy life together right now since they couldn’t do that while they both lived. bye i can’t do this