Lilya 4-ever

i cried so much and at times i just wanted to vomit. i really need to stop watching these devastating films when i am already sad but then again it’s not like watching this at a happier time in my life would leave me feeling any different. lilya 4-ever is now up there with dancer and the dark as top 2 most tragic and emotionally exhausting films i have ever seen. i still have the sickest feeling in my heart right now, i don’t know if ill ever get over this. overall an incredible and beautiful piece of work which despite being so infuriating felt like a very important story to tell. i read up a little bit on the young girl lilya 4-ever was inspired by (danguolė rasalaitė) and it just broke me even more. everybody failed this poor girl. these men are absolute monsters.