Brokeback Mountain
HAPPY PRIDE EVE
**“its nobody’s business but ours”
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i fear talking about this movie will bring me to tears but here it goes
Ive always received homophobic comments consistently, I get about 2-3 every month and its something ive always told myself i could easily endure especially being extremely open about it too (unless its family), ive assumed that since im quite loud about it maybe perhaps i shouldnt care much about homophobic comments.
This movie really gave me a smack in the head because relating to both characters, ive always been sure that id probably have the same fate as ennis—never getting myself out there just from the fear of being harassed by my family for the way i am. Ive never really been interested in marrying because i know that the person i will marry will probably be forced upon me and i will start living a life wherein i can never speak or act upon how i truly am.
Maybe if there was just another world where i could just live and not be ashamed for loving a person. Maybe if i didnt have to hide in a shadow and attempt to fit in knowing its gonna hurt both ways.
im gonan try to make longer reviews now cause i never really have thoughts in a movie