Brokeback Mountain

I want to cry, vomit, and scream. It’s been a while since I subconsciously watched this film, so seeing it again was like watching it but knew the ending. This film is truly exhausting and such a painful experience. While moments of joy and love are shown, there’s just so much pain, suffering, and just betrayal that happens during this. I wanted to hate people but it’s the fact I understand them and I want to use voice and say “fuck them”; but I know damn well I’m going to cry my eyes out because of them. While I’m upset I missed this in the cinema I don’t mind, I feel any chance you get to see this film is great. Although on a dodgy website can be risky, cough cough PENIS cough cough. Other than that though it’s a pretty solid rewatch, I had a lot of emotions going through this film. Mostly being pure harrowingly emotional struggle getting through, but hey, at least it was it good.