Safe
It´s completely understandable that you might feel lonely, or fearful or even angry.
Há um momento no filme em que a Carol explica a uma amiga coisas que pioram a doença dela, e ela parece uma maluca. Tipo, I get her.
Because if I really believe that life is that devastating, that destructive, I´m afraid that my immune system will believe it too, and I can´t afford to take that risk.