Beautiful Boy

This shit is maybe the most depressing thing ive ever watched, I didn’t know it was based on a true story and damn that is heartbreaking.The ending is crazy, like I know I tells us Nic stayed sober but to end it on that damn. Wish we saw an older nic. I got so so nervous every time he went to relapse it’s horrible seeing him go through it, the time in the car on the phone to his sponsor, then he went home with the girl and relapsed. The time on the bathroom floor of the cafe, he was so close to reconsidering. But this shit makes me wanna stay clear clear clear of drugs, already more so than I already am, cos damn this shits scary and terrifying and heartbreaking. When David said no we can’t have you home, I honestly agreed with him, it’s not fair on the kids, on Karen, on him and you just have to hope that Nic would figure it out alone. Sundays this year slowly becoming timothée chalamet and Steve Carell day 🤣