Aftersun

aftersun. it always comes back. i don’t spend a week without thinking about this movie, third watch and i can feel it even better than before, i think i can relate to some aspects of this and that’s why i can’t stop thinking about it the karaoke scene will always shatter me, first the expectations, then the disappointment and finally the harsh reality. everything feels so nostalgic and melancholic but yet it has some soothing parts that i wouldn’t be able to explain. the constant contrast between the grief, the nostalgia, and all of the added up emotions of 31 yo Sophie is sending me into tears every times i will never stop with this movie, it’s perfection, it’s subtlety, it’s pain and grief