Beginners

Yesterday I saw The National play at the Merriweather Post Pavilion in Columbia, Maryland. It was the best night ever. I met truly happy people. Matt Berninger held my hand. I’ve been crying about it all day. Literally crying all day. This movie feels like all of that to me. I think I have been lonely for all of my life. I definitely destroy things before they can destroy me. I do that to almost everything. This movie is so romantic. I just do not want to be lonely anymore. I can’t stop crying.