Brokeback Mountain

jack, i swear... i need to buy a gun, i swear... i don’t know where to start. this film is gut wrenching in a way words cannot describe. i knew this film is going to be sad, but i didn’t expect it to be this SAD??? i don’t know how to recover after this. i feel like somebody crushed the fuck out of my heart because of how heartbreaking this is. this is such a beautiful film and i shouldn’t have watched this at night while it was raining; it made the experience worse.