La La Land

so i was just in the shower at 4am right? i found myself thinking about la la land out of nowhere, wondering, “why was i such a la la land diehard back then and why did i cry so hard?” cause all i could remember was that the music? exquisite. the cinematography? immaculate. emma stone? can step on me any day of the week and i’d sue myself for harassment ily queen mwah <3 but the ending? yes i remember it was really depressing, but why did mia and sebastian (you know) again? it irked me that i forgot why the ending was the way it was, so i rewatched it… and now it’s sunrise and i’m typing this with my face literally showered with tears but i don’t regret a single thing because i’m depressed, i’m gay for emma and i’m love with la la land. oh damien chazelle you silly white boy ily for making me cry my ass off like this :’) also don’t tell me exile by taylor swift ft. bon iver doesn’t fit mia and sebastian perfectly because it does.