Aftersun

I kept this one open for a rewatch for so long, scared it would break me. Today I said fuck it and rewatched it. I was already in a shitty mood and not even halfway I started having tears forming in my eyes. When Calum was crying after his birthday I couldn’t control myself anymore. This films portrayal of depression is done so well. You’re exhausted and trying to be happy and attentive is so hard. I’m always scared of opening shitty memories from my past, but they don’t always have to be only shitty.