Brokeback Mountain

i wish i knew how to quit you okay I'm not gonna lie, I watched this movie blindly without knowing the context at all. It was all fun... for the first hour I guess. the amount of times I have paused the movie to take a deep breath is insane. the fact that ennis never had the chance to tell jack how much he loved him. I don't know how to properly decipher this movie. I mean, it felt like nothing was happening, but at the same time everything was happening. the ending quite literally broke me. I felt so bad for their wives and children, idk man... I just feel so bad for every person in this movie, I don't know what else to say. the ending broke my heart, I don't think I would recover from this. jack and ennis were so ahead of their time, they could've had a great life together