Normal People

i watched "normal people" last summer and honestly i wasn't paying a lot of attention on all of the episodes and i decided that is a good idea to romanticize this series but now, at a second rewatch, i feel like it's not that good, and all of my romanticization was so wrong and not worth it, their relationship is extremely toxic and the people who say "goals" at this type of dynamic are a little bit scary (i'm sorry) i feel like it was kind of repetitive and annoying, maybe that's why i gave up on paying attention in the first place, the only thing that kept me interested was the evolution of connell, it has some relatable points about the life in a new city and the depression and the anxiety that came with a new lifestyle i also understand marianne's behaviours but damn, i can't be on her part, she was doing all the bad to herself, she was really pissing me off at some points the christmas scene made me cry tho :') i still don't know how much to rate it but i think i'm just gonna leave it like this and consider it as an experience :))