Not Okay
this is peak cinema. i fucking love this movie and i am not ashamed to admit that. at first, i was a little conflicted on how to feel based on the overall premise of the film, but actually watching it completely altered my perception. first off, i think it is very cool how the film opens up two months after the events that are about to be shown. films that show the aftermath before the steps taken to get there deliver bc it makes you wonder how the hell they even got to that point?? it’s also makes the entire film bittersweet bc you know she’s gonna end up being found out, and you have to watch her ultimate downfall play out. be careful what you fucking wish for. i would also like to say that this movie is hilarious and i was dying so so many times throughout it. don’t even get me started on the BLEH scene. i don’t even think i went a solid ten minutes watching without laughing 2-3 times (in the first half at least). her complete insensitivity was bad but funny in the beginning of the film. it didn’t make me hate her, it just made me wonder how SHE was the main character. is this queer bowling night only for lgbts? danni sanders is honestly a very conflicting character for me. do i hate her or like her? the world may never know the answer. in the part where she ‘became’ a good person, i felt as though i would actually begin to ease up on her character, and i did. but also pretending to be victim to a terrorist attack is awful and she doesn’t deserve a redemption arc; however, this movie literally gaslit me so hard into feeling bad for her. i even teared up a bit towards the end of the film which TAKES A LOT TO DO. crying face emoji. it’s just so good?? like i can’t. the main character is literally awful but i still feel for her? that’s fucking film. the final scene of the movie literally had me gagged and the way the movie ended.. audibly gasped. it’s not often i see a movie without a happy ending, but realistically, there was never going to be a happy ending for danni sanders. it just sucks because she did make an influence but it’s completely and rightfully overshadowed by the horrendous act she committed. i genuinely can not with this film. IM CONFLICTED BUT AMAZED #IAMNOTOKAY