Before Sunset

watching this made me realize that my final grasp of childhood might be my 30s. that one bit of personality that’s immaturity is what makes life so fun and gives us more to look forward to. seeing jesse and celine speak intellectually then unveiling the negativities of losing their younger selves as they’re older just hits me hard. we’re never gonna fully mature but we are gonna lose our childish demeanors which extremely depressing. sometimes it isn’t our fault, it’s how life around us is carried for us to twist ourselves that way. love is always contradicting but every time i see jesse admiring celine at the end of the film, its always the same reaction for me, i'm experiencing an ethereal high.