Lost and Found

i’ve always believed that the one who loves is the one who wins. being seen and being chosen does soften the loneliness it does not erase it completely but it makes it quieter more bearable. i hope when love finds me someday it smells ,sounds and looks like takeshi kaneshiro.the kind of love that finds you at the edge of the world without making noise about it the kind that just happens and suddenly everything has meaning.maybe that is the point not to have everything but to feel something and hope, hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have but i have it