BEEF

“i see your life” “i see it all”  i have never seen this perfect of a depiction of depression. the kind that fills you with rage and hopelessness, but the kind that also just won’t let you go. danny can’t commit to killing himself because he’s got things he wants to live for. he’s got things he wants people to see, even if those things are ugly and hard and messy, he wants to be seen. he wants to be seen in life and not just in death. i don’t know. i could say a lot of things. but the rage and the emptiness and the solidity. it’s real. that’s all.