Rumble Fish

"No, your mother... is not crazy. And neither, contrary to popular belief, is your brother crazy. He's merely miscast in a play. He was born in the wrong era, on the wrong side of the river... With the ability to be able to do anything that he wants to do and... findin' nothin' that he wants to do. I mean nothing." been almost a year since this movie changed my life, i still feel like smashing my head into a wall when i watch this. it's never over. matt dillon god i love him so much no man has ever looked as good as he did in this and the outsiders.  i find new meaning to this every time i watch it and i can't really shake the feeling of how this makes me feel. the feeling of family and belonging and brotherhood and growing up. it just seems so much real to me now that i know i am growing up and it actually hurts because we do have time but then now i'm scared of wasting that time. "I just want you to see me when you look at me." "You know I wish I was the big brother you always wanted."