I could see what this was doing, and I agree with its message, very personal, and do get reflective on my own creative endeavours.

It does well at exploring your creative side in your early 20s, when you dont know much, dont have access to much money or crew, and you get overwhelmed with your passion that you forget everything else.

You get in your own head, you try to be real.

But this film does at times feel a bit of a slog to watch, it drags. but I cant fault it for not being authentic and genuine and putting their heart on their sleeve.

I could see what this was doing, and I agree with its message, very personal, and do get reflective on my own creative endeavours.

It does well at exploring your creative side in your early 20s, when you dont know much, dont have access to much money or crew, and you get overwhelmed with your passion that you forget everything else.

You get in your own head, you try to be real.

But this film does at times feel a bit of a slog to watch, it drags. but I cant fault it for not being authentic and genuine and putting their heart on their sleeve.

oi, esse é o meu primeiro filme
ele com certeza nao vai ser
a melhor coisa do mundo que você
já assistiu

oi, esse é o meu primeiro filme
ele com certeza nao vai ser
a melhor coisa do mundo que você
já assistiu

I love a pretentious movie, but maybe it does become annoying when u overindulge in your own storytelling, enjoyed the pacing and awesome sauce casting, the metaverse is alive.  The mimed scene at the end YICKES.

“You must come to comprehend with full responsibility the world of which we now created” is a beautiful quote tho, we are indeed creating universes and that’s so frkn fun.

I love a pretentious movie, but maybe it does become annoying when u overindulge in your own storytelling, enjoyed the pacing and awesome sauce casting, the metaverse is alive.  The mimed scene at the end YICKES.

“You must come to comprehend with full responsibility the world of which we now created” is a beautiful quote tho, we are indeed creating universes and that’s so frkn fun.

“My First Film” feels like watching someone open their old notebooks and actually admit how messy their first big dream was. Zia Anger takes the disaster of her abandoned movie and turns it into something honest, funny, and a little uncomfortable in the best way. Instead of pretending everything was fine, she shows how chaotic the process really was, the lack of experience, the crew slowly drifting away, and the pressure she put on herself. The whole thing becomes this weird mix of confession and performance, where you’re not sure if you’re supposed to laugh or cringe, but it works. It’s a movie about not finishing a movie, and somehow that ends up being more interesting than the original project ever could’ve been.

“My First Film” feels like watching someone open their old notebooks and actually admit how messy their first big dream was. Zia Anger takes the disaster of her abandoned movie and turns it into something honest, funny, and a little uncomfortable in the best way. Instead of pretending everything was fine, she shows how chaotic the process really was, the lack of experience, the crew slowly drifting away, and the pressure she put on herself. The whole thing becomes this weird mix of confession and performance, where you’re not sure if you’re supposed to laugh or cringe, but it works. It’s a movie about not finishing a movie, and somehow that ends up being more interesting than the original project ever could’ve been.