"i'm wondering if i'm missing out on something. somedays i get a strange feeling. i lie in bed and wonder if this is it? if this was all there is to life? but then when i am together with someone and we are consumed by passion, then it feels as though i'm on top of the world. how can one go from feeling so empty to feeling so wonderful? do you understand what i am saying? what am i missing? do you have feelings like these and how do you deal with them? please write me at the above address and tell me what you think. it will be greatly appreciated. i take vitamins everyday. i go to the hospital. how can someone as little as i am have room for something so big? how can someone as dirty as i am have room for something so clean? i go to the hospital everyday. i sit in the waiting room until they close. i have nowhere else to go. god transformed this prayer into fire. i just want to dance but there is only ice in the freezer. bunch of people dressed as animals."
"i'm wondering if i'm missing out on something. somedays i get a strange feeling. i lie in bed and wonder if this is it? if this was all there is to life? but then when i am together with someone and we are consumed by passion, then it feels as though i'm on top of the world. how can one go from feeling so empty to feeling so wonderful? do you understand what i am saying? what am i missing? do you have feelings like these and how do you deal with them? please write me at the above address and tell me what you think. it will be greatly appreciated. i take vitamins everyday. i go to the hospital. how can someone as little as i am have room for something so big? how can someone as dirty as i am have room for something so clean? i go to the hospital everyday. i sit in the waiting room until they close. i have nowhere else to go. god transformed this prayer into fire. i just want to dance but there is only ice in the freezer. bunch of people dressed as animals."
