"oh there are so many things to i want to do, so many things. but im afraid i'll never be able to do these things. i mean i can how can i ever....? i can't.."
"i was sitting in the kitchen, smoking, thinking what to do today, trying to....i was feeling very confused"
"i would love to paint everything. not talk, just make pictures"
chantal akerman capturing that exact feeling of wanting everything and being paralyzed by it. trying to decide what to do with the day and feeling impossibly confused. wanting to create without explaining yourself. just staying quiet and exist. this feels like someone put my internal monologue on screen
"oh there are so many things to i want to do, so many things. but im afraid i'll never be able to do these things. i mean i can how can i ever....? i can't.."
"i was sitting in the kitchen, smoking, thinking what to do today, trying to....i was feeling very confused"
"i would love to paint everything. not talk, just make pictures"
chantal akerman capturing that exact feeling of wanting everything and being paralyzed by it. trying to decide what to do with the day and feeling impossibly confused. wanting to create without explaining yourself. just staying quiet and exist. this feels like someone put my internal monologue on screen