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2017·Documentary·56m
7.0
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Nebbishy filmmaker Joanna Arnow documents her yearlong relationship with an open-mic poet provocateur. What starts out as an uncomfortably intimate portrait of a dysfunctional relationship and protracted mid-twenties adolescence, quickly turns into a complex commentary on societal repression, sexuality and self-confrontation through art.
Directed by Joanna Arnow
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Joanna Arnow
Joanna Arnow
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Joanna Arnow
Joanna Arnow
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Joanna Arnow
Joanna Arnow
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Joanna Arnow
Joanna Arnow
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Sylvia
Sylvia
8.0★ · 04/02/26
i hate myself :)
wow this was a hard watch
wow this was a hard watch
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Max
Max
6.0★ · 03/15/26
i hate myself :)
When everyone is your op
When everyone is your op
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hazel
hazel
i hate myself :)
oh my god bro get a grip 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
oh my god bro get a grip 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Josie Faas
Josie Faas
6.0★ · 03/10/26
i hate myself :)
God this is hard to watch, very interesting but I can't imagine ever watching this again.
God this is hard to watch, very interesting but I can't imagine ever watching this again.
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Imme
Imme
5.0★ · 03/05/26
i hate myself :)
- She’s kinda me but also wtf is wrong with her
- James somehow managed to combine racism, sexism, antisemitism, abuse threats, and socialism into one single sentence. I can’t tell whether to be impressed or disgusted.
- Parents are understandably sad their daughter is a freak
- Still don’t understand why editor is naked and also he gives dog shit advice.
- She’s kinda me but also wtf is wrong with her
- James somehow managed to combine racism, sexism, antisemitism, abuse threats, and socialism into one single sentence. I can’t tell whether to be impressed or disgusted.
- Parents are understandably sad their daughter is a freak
- Still don’t understand why editor is naked and also he gives dog shit advice.
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