My God, My God, Why Hast Thou Forsaken Me?

this how JPEGMAFIA be moving in the studio

that tube fan contraption sound kinda reminded me of the intro of Two Headed Boy Pt 2. i was wondering why it triggered such an emotional response in me.

even though i think this film is fascinating, i found myself feeling quite conflicted while watching it. the slow pace is so thought provoking and it really makes you reflect upon our relationship with art. and i am in love with noise. and yet, there is something about it that just didn't connect with me. i definitely need to rewatch all of Aoyama's films at some point.

this how JPEGMAFIA be moving in the studio

that tube fan contraption sound kinda reminded me of the intro of Two Headed Boy Pt 2. i was wondering why it triggered such an emotional response in me.

even though i think this film is fascinating, i found myself feeling quite conflicted while watching it. the slow pace is so thought provoking and it really makes you reflect upon our relationship with art. and i am in love with noise. and yet, there is something about it that just didn't connect with me. i definitely need to rewatch all of Aoyama's films at some point.

If only the dir had bigger budget 😭

If only the dir had bigger budget 😭

Japanuary 2026 - Movie #4

Definitely recommend everyone see this at least once, it’s very humble if that makes sense.

Looks amazing and has great editing, but it wasn’t my favorite thing ever, even if the last sequence is truly spectacular.

Japanuary 2026 - Movie #4

Definitely recommend everyone see this at least once, it’s very humble if that makes sense.

Looks amazing and has great editing, but it wasn’t my favorite thing ever, even if the last sequence is truly spectacular.

Art made for everybody reaches no one deeply, but when art made for just one person reaches them it was leagues more successful than the art made for broad appeal. That’s what My God My God Why Hast Thou Forsaken Me? is saying with the Lemming syndrome and its cure. Mikui puts his whole being into this art even if it will only reach one person but that one person has their life saved by his art so it was all worth it. 

My God My God Why Hast Thou Forsaken Me? is infinitely more complex than I have portrayed here and it will certainly be one to stick with me, go check it out.

Art made for everybody reaches no one deeply, but when art made for just one person reaches them it was leagues more successful than the art made for broad appeal. That’s what My God My God Why Hast Thou Forsaken Me? is saying with the Lemming syndrome and its cure. Mikui puts his whole being into this art even if it will only reach one person but that one person has their life saved by his art so it was all worth it. 

My God My God Why Hast Thou Forsaken Me? is infinitely more complex than I have portrayed here and it will certainly be one to stick with me, go check it out.

you feel them with you now? well then it’s all right

you feel them with you now? well then it’s all right